Ironies

I've put in some more inquiries about rent houses and sent out some job resumes. 
The next meditation card was the 8 of Cups, a card about leaving things behind, moving on, and so on.

Also my readings are coming up full of cards about new beginnings, about endings and about being at a crossroads.
The ironic part is that, having decided to pull up stakes, suddenly all the things I want to escape seem dear to me. I am seeing my world with a fresh eye, storing it all up in memory.

There's no bee today.